Feeling like I should give up

Laura 🇬🇧 • One son 13/03/2005, had Ectopic and lost baby on 12th Feb2014 ❤️ 2nd ectopic baby lost Nov2014, had Darling daughter on 7/2/2017 ❤️ Early/Chemical Miscarriage Feb 2023
Since my ectopic trying for #2 seems like it will take forever. I've always been quick to fall pg. I was getting some symptoms like bloating, frequent weeing in the night and increased appetite too. AF is due on 7th just taken a test (8pm 4th July) and it's bfn :( xx