Anyone else feel like they can’t win?

My husband has a horrific temper - if he doesn’t like something I say or if I don’t answer a question how he expects he shouts and throws things. I am 8 months pregnant so have taken to clamming up when he gets mad now because it just seems easier. Tonight apparently he wants to leave because I am unable to answer a question!!! Is it wrong that part of me thinks good off you go. I can’t bear the thought of bringing my unborn child into this environment. He has never hit me, but I am starting to feel emotionally abused. I don’t even have the balls to post this without it being anonymous.