I really hope I’m not the only one to feel like this. My husband and I have planned this second pregnancy and I can’t help but thinking more first born is more than enough or that I’m betraying them by bringing another child into this world. I’m scared that I might love one more than the other. I’m honestly freaking out more this time around than I did with my first. It’s just so much to take in and I feel very selfish and wrong for even feeling like this because I know some women can’t even have children and we’re being blessed with two. I’m devastated that I haven’t become excited like I should be.