Help??

My boyfriend is convinced that a small part of me is not straight. I love him dearly and he knows it, but I’ve kissed more girls than I have guys. Almost all of my girl kisses were from stupid things like skin the bottle, or my friends testing the waters to see if THEY are gay/bisexual. I don’t judge so thats why they turn to me. Anyways, I’m not sexually attractive to women like I am to men, but I do appreciate them? If that makes sense? Does that mean I am bisexual, or if I’m straight and just aware that women are awesome?