ok so me and my husband have been together a little over 4 years and married for 2 years this coming april he wants a baby at 1st i was all on board and i found out i have pcos and ill need help ttc and i lost hope and 1 yr of ttc still nothing i was on medication for a while but after 4 months i just dropped it bec i felt hopeless we never use protection and im second guessing having a baby i want a baby but at tge same time now i just dont know and i told my husband that and hes respecting my idea but i could tell on his face he was devastated not to sound self conceived but i kinda wanna just live life for a while and try in my future around 24 but im scared if i do that i want ever be able to have a baby IDK what i should do