I made the mistake of testing early this month bc I’m a POAS addict. I got a positive (yay) but now I’m freaking out bc I’m only 10dpo and my period is not due for 5 days. Why did I do this to myself?!

I’m soooo happy and scared. This is coming after 2 years, 2 miscarriages and a chemical pregnancy. I feel like I need to keep it a secret, even from my husband, bc if I pretend it’s not there, nothing can happen to it. I’m struggling to get a grasp on how I feel and am just all over the place.