Nervous but calm

I had a blighted ovum last June and I recently found out I was pregnant again. Last time I knew something felt wrong but this time I’m calm. I’m still really nervous you know but I’m trying to be positive and tell myself this is my time. I have an appointment to confirm it tomorrow but I wish I just had an ultrasound or could fast forward to getting one so I can have a piece of mind. I don’t know how to be even more calm. Hoping for the best always for my rainbow baby to stick👶🏻❤️ 🌈