Trying a new approach

Has anyone ever done this?

So normally I buy a few tests and test a day or two before af is due...as stupid as that is. However this month I've decided that I'm just gonna wait if she's late I'll test. I feel like stressing over when can I test as searching for that line is just adding to much stress...

And this month we've ignored fertile days and opks or monitoring cm and just had sex when the mood was there and had fun instead of timing everything perfectly, I already feel so much less stressed.

Am I crazy for getting so worked up?