I'm so worried! Help :(

I39ll be 9 weeks on Monday, but I haven39t had any pregnancy symptoms and I lost 5 pounds. When I was around 6 weeks I started spotting for about 3 days. It was brown in color (sorry, tmi) So I didn39t worry. Now, I39m having thoughts like what if the baby died, stopped growing, or can39t find a heartbeat? Mainly because I don39t feel pregnant at all.

I have an urge to go to the hospital right now saying I have strong cramps (I really don39t) But just so they can do an ultrasound and check up on the baby.

Any thoughts? :/