I miscarried

Since I missed carried three months ago, I have been in a down ward spiral. Every month I've been hoping to get pregnant again, and every month since when I start my period I just crawl into bed and cry like a baby. My husband is starting to feel like we should just wait and use protection because of the pain its causing me...but I don't want to stop trying. We had been trying for two years and when I finally got pregnant it was the most amazing thing in the world. Now I'm back to fearing I won't ever get pregnant again😢. I had to have a DNC after I miscarried and since then my periods are every where. Has this happened to anyone else...I just want some kind of hope...thanks!!