How would you feel?

Rachael • Just a teenage girl trying to make something of myself

Well my boyfriend of 3 years and I recently broke up, but we were still hooking up, as of last night he was “talking to his ex again” the same ex who cheated on him and broke his heart.. the same ex who he sat there and called an “hoe” and said that “he lost so much respect for her, and I would never be with her again” in my eyes I was just the rebound girl, because we got together a month after they broke up. The whole relationship I felt like the rebound girl, treated me like shit told me he couldn’t be with me cause I was letting myself go and had gained a few pounds. He always accused me of cheating when I never once cheated on him. Many times during arguments I would tell him I strongly believed he was still in love with his ex and he would get so mad whenever I brought her up like I wasn’t allowed to talk about her or compare a situation that we were going through to something they went through. Everyday I felt like he was talking about her or some how she was being brought up in conversation and every time I would ask why you keep bring her up I was told I was crazy.. So today when he kept posting on Snapchat their text messages because it really made me feel like I was just the rebound chick, and all this time you were still in love with her. So I told him we can’t hook up anymore cause I can’t move on if we do and I’m not gonna be the rebound girl anymore and he should go be with her since that’s what he clearly always wanted and he told me to “go fuck myself” mean while I went through hell and back with him stayed even when I shouldn’t have.. do y’all think what I felt was wrong or the way I saw this situation as wrong? Like it’s kinda clear I was the rebound chick..