Losing my mind

Heather💙🦋 • I

So little background...hubby and I have been ttc for little over 2 years now. 4 miscarriages later and I’ve lost all hope that we will ever have babies. I have a little boy that is almost 12 & hubby doesn’t have any of his own. We have seen fertility specialist and only thing they can find wrong with either of us is my thyroid. I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism a year ago. Few different meds & doses and my last blood panel showed my levels were finally back to ‘normal’

We have looked into adoption and honestly can’t afford it. Maybe private adoption but idk how to go about it or where to go.

With one of our pregnancies it was through <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> and we only made it to 6 weeks.

So tonight we’re watching tv & I’m just scrolling through Facebook and all these baby post got me in my feelings and I seriously looked over at hubby and was like go knock some girl up so we can have a baby.

I’ve officially lost my mind.