Rant!!! I feel over it.

So apparently DH who wants the baby and I agreed for one more and all but only one of us is showing up month after month. I am so over it. And as of today I'm not planning for a baby. In fact I am going to work on my fitness as a close family member just set a date for her wedding and I'm in it! It takes two to make a baby so oh well I was a good wife and tried for my hubs. He can't blame me.