Can I be happy as a straight Christian woman?

So this may be a long post. I’m just confused and don’t know what to do other than pray to God and try my best.

I grew up crushing on girls(I am female) instead of boys, but then as I got to be 13 - 15, I started realizing that men were attractive too, then when I was in highschool I socialized a lot and I crushed on some girls and one guy. The one guy wasn’t interested in me romantically so we just became great friends. I eventually met one girl and fell pretty hard for her. We were in a relationship for a few years but I was unhappy because of how she changed, so I broke up with her, and it was amicable.

A year ago I was saved and found God, so everything in my life has changed. I’ve come to learn and understand/believe that God created marriage and sex to be only between a man and a woman(and sex is only for married couples), and I admit right now I am attracted to women and men both. But I want to be straight, so I am willing to try to abandon my homosexual thoughts/desires/behaviors.

I have prayed and prayed, read scripture, and I have talked about this with my secular therapist. I just wonder, can I force myself to be happy as a straight woman? I truly want to be. Do you have any advice on how to “be straight” and/or “less gay”?

And please, don’t bash me or try to shame me or anything like that. I just want advice and encouragement and opinions, but not hatred.

Sorry for the long read, but thanks for your time. 💝