Pregnant after a miscarriage

El

I was overjoyed to find I was pregnant after my first round of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. I was 42 and didn’t expect it to work. I was on cloud 9 until my six week scan which didn’t show a foetal pole. What followed was a month of heart wrenching scans and finally an erpc after a diagnosis of missed miscarriage. I was broken. Waited a month and started the next cycle of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">Ivf</a>. Emotionally I would have waited but I was in a race against time. That <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">Ivf</a> didn’t work so I carried on with my third and final <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">Ivf</a>. I’d decided that emotionally and financially three was enough. Again I didn’t expect any success but it seems it’s third time lucky. I’m 43 and pregnant. I am simultaneously ecstatic and terrified. I’m struggling to enjoy this experience as I’m scared that I’m going to loose this baby too. The thought of the first scan fills me with dread but I’d like to just be feeling joy. Have any of you had a similar experience? I’d love to hear some positive stories about pregnancy after miscarriage and any advice on managing feelings would be welcome.