Pls I'm desperate 😭

Sara • Bnl
Hi girls, I need your help.
I have a problem. I have a friend u don't know if I can call him friend because we fuck a lot. At the beginning, it was just for fun, but now I've realised that I'm in love with him.
I don't know what I can do because he's like my best friend but I love him and he always want to fuck with me but I want more.
Pls help me
Sorry for my English 😭😭