Venting about gestational diabetes😩

Kelsie
So my last few posts have been about me having gestational diabetes. I recently found out at 30 weeks that I was in fact positive for it. Iv had a wonderful pregnancy so I feel like of COARSE this would happen. No one gets that lucky😩. Iv conquered my fear of the pricking and it's a nusense but not as bad as I initially thought. But the part I'm struggling with is HOW much less I'm eating now! Im
Starving all the time. Even with my small 6 meals a day! I feel like I was eating better and healthier getting my 7 serving of fruit/veggies for the day and drinking milk then I am now! I'm so frustrated and understand I only have a little time left but I'm hungry and depressed now. Honestly the worst Iv felt all pregnancy. Iv had eveything taken away from me this pregnancy (my body, my freedom, my clothes, drinking) and now EATING...it was the only thing keeping me going haha! I do NOT want to stick to this diet and give into my cravings in my moderation like I HAD been. 😩