My husband passed away last July and Ive been really lonely of course. I had a FWB for a few months which was a beautiful distraction from my pain but that has ended.

My husband and I have the same friends and ive become real close with his bestfriend. Im sure its because we are both able to grieve together, which we do.

Saw him a couple days ago and well we ended up fooling around. Im the one who made the move. We didnt have sex though he said it didnt feel right.

Now im conflicted and feeling guilty... my husband was my bestfriend, there was never a day i didnt want to come home to him.

I was just looking for fun and distraction... am I over thinking all of this and being ridiculous for feeling guilty?

Please Note: Im not looking for a relationship. Im not wanting to be with someone else. Im just looking for a distraction of my lonliness. Its too soon to be with anyone in that way.