Taking the test

Cassy

I’m 8 days late. Part of me is fully aware that I am not pregnant and that taking the test will do nothing more than confirm that once again I don’t have what I want. But there’s a part of me really wonders “what if” what if this is the time where it’s different? I know better. I’ve been disappointed so often there’s really no need to test. And I know that when I do it’ll break my heart just a little more. But still I wonder, what if.