Who else be in their feelings like this and why ? tell me down in the comments

I know this may sound non realistic but this is how I feel. I have never loved , cared or thought of someone like this but you have changed me in so many ways and all of them have made me a better and stronger person . When I think of you I don’t see you and me experiencing only the teenage relationship things but also the adulthood relationship things . I think of you and me getting married together and when I think I’m the future when we are a little older I think of me being there for you when you have hard times to go through I see myself laying your head on my lap and me just rubbing your head and kissing your forehead or your cheek and I see tears in your eyes from whatever your feeling and I know that in that moment I would want to take all those bad feelings away from you and if I had to feel them for you I would , I would feel everything bad that you would have to feel just so you wouldn’t have to feel it . I think of me there for you through hard times because I know that in life things aren’t always okay and if I were with you I would be there with you every step of the way . The amount of love and care that I have for you is unexplainable. You are one of the first human beings other than my family that I truly care for . When I felt like my whole world was falling apart and I knew I couldn’t trust no one else I remembered you and I realized that you are one of the few persons who I talk to that I know I can actually count on and trust . You are my sunshine through the darkness. You are my shield in this continuous battle called life. In the future I think of you and me together with our three children living in this beautiful open house somewhere quiet and peaceful. I imagine you and me on a vacation on a beach together kissing each other , touching each other , feeding in to the urge to feel the heat of each other’s body’s . I imagine you playing with our beautiful children and making our daughter or daughters laugh and giggle and when you see the smile on their face you smile and our son or sons you teach them how to be gentlemen and you teach how to be sweet and kind . When they are teens you will give them advice when they need it . You and me will be there for our children in the good and in the bad . Then you and me seeing our children getting married and having kids or when they go of to college or when we meet their boyfriends or girlfriends and just like your parents are to you we will be with them we will be serious when needed but in our family the fun would never be gone. In our relationship we would support each other and we would help each other get what we want . We would bring all of our money together and use it as needed. I believe you are really smart and creative and so I think you would either be a artist or you would work in designing technology. I want to be there for you not just relationship wise but friend wise too . I want to help you fulfill your dreams and overcome your worst nightmares . Whenever your head falls and you are about to fall I will hold you up and I will always pick your head up. For people like you don’t deserve to look at the boring floor but you deserve to look up at everything around you . You deserve to dream to feel and to wish the best things in life. You may have hurt me but I don’t think you meant to . I know you feel bad because of what you did because you knew it would hurt me and every time you look at me I see guilt in your eyes and in your face . You feel bad but you needed your space I guess. I’m okay with giving you space but I just don’t want to lose YOU. There are other people who care for me but as hard as I try I can’t feel the same way back. I know you still think of me I can see it in the way you act but then you act different with other girls. You act differently with me then anybody else but you play around with other girls. Sometimes I feel confused and I want to ask you but I feel like if I do then I will know the answer wether you still care for me or not and I am afraid that if you don’t then I will have to forget about you and I’m scared to go through that again because I know how hard it is to forget your feelings for someone. I don’t want to forget you because even though you hurt me you didn’t mean to and you are one of the few people in my life that haven’t did me dirty. I want you in my life and i want to be in yours. I know that i will never forget you. You taught me things and you made me feel things that nobody had ever made me feel. You made me stronger and you made me realize what I’m worth. You were , you are , and you will always be a important part in my life, a important piece that helped me transform into who I am meant to be. I don’t know what will happen tomorrow ,the day after that or a month or year later but all I know is that

I. Love. You.