I just had a roller-coaster of emotions after my ectopic pregnancy. I've been in and out of the hospital and my hcg levels have not dropped down completely yet. I don't feel like going out this summer. I feel like being a hermit and staying home all the time now. My SO's sister is having her baby this summer. I don't think I'm strong enough to go see her after she has the baby. My emotions are going crazy. I hope this doesn't last forever. I don't like myself this way