January 5th

January 5th was my baby's due date. This is the first time I have been back on this app since I lost my baby at 7 weeks. It has been a journey and a trial I never expected but I also got through. I still struggle in my mind, and I could only stay one hour at my best friends baby shower two weeks after my miscarriage. Most people wouldn't go but I felt I had to try and show my face. I did and I'm so proud of myself. I was to be 3 months now and as much as I trust in my Lord... I do miss my little baby who is now in heaven. Today I posted.. Because I got my first period since I lost our baby. It's the start.. The start again.. Another chance, a blessing. I only ask for prayers from you all... And I will forever do the same. Xo