I can't do it..

Aliah • Aliah Domeyer Slowly waiting for a miracle ❤👶❤

Every month when my monthly friend shows up I cry and cry until my period is over, then we BD and BD and BD until the end and stilk nothing, having sex is becoming more of a chore and not as enjoyable anymore because our main focus is a baby.. I know it shouldnt be but each negative pregnancy test breaks mine and my fiances heart, he doesn't say anything but I can see it in his eyes.. there has to be something wrong with me.. I don't know what to do anymore..