i can never win..& now its my fault

Ivana🦄 • ❤️❤️❤️❤️

alright soooo marriage never gets easy huh. Soo once i caught my husband watching porn in the morning & i told him to stop because it makes me feel pretty bad, then i caught him again... and i asked him again please, i just dont like it. So he was good for a while and then we go to my parents house for the weekend and he went to go shower in the downstairs bathroom while we had guests. I knew why...i confronted him and be admitted. So i told him.. i love you but if i cant trust you this marriage will lead into a divorce. Also the fact that u decide to jerk off at my parents house.. i find it disrespectful. So that made him stop.. it was wrong to say that but I cant take the whole masterbating to porn thing. I just can not accept it.

Sooooo nowww there is another problem. Ever since that day he has not materbated at all. We had sex a couple times a week and I felt something was off. Then i noticed we didnt have sex for 7 days and it pissed me off cause thats a long time for us. We tried again and things still felt OFF, i stopped and asked him whats wrong. He could not get hard.. he would get hard then get soft again.Sooo now thats a problem. Now he blames me because i dont let him masterbage to porn, he now lost the connection with his dick. Also tells me that its my fault cause i threatened him with a divorce so he stopped immediatley so he doesnt lose his marriage. He doesnt even wake up with an erection anymore. & now my sex life sucks.. & it scared me cause it might be a medical problem. soooo wthhhh is wrong? Any advice ?! Helpppp