Induction 😩

Madison💁🏼‍♀️ • Retailer// Married 6 yrs// Mommy to fraternal twin girls// surprise baby on the way!
BP is high and I have protein in my urine. Induction tonight. Not the news I wanted to hear today! I should be excited to meet my girls but all I want to do is cry! I trust my doctor. I guess I'm upset because I feel like it's my fault, because they are fine....it's ME who's having problems. My body is acting weird and it hasn't gone into labor on its own. I feel so sad. I know I need to be excited because this stress won't accomplish anything. I have until 8:45 to go to the hospital. So I have some time to process all of this and take a nap, spend time with hubby, get the house in order, etc....