Lost my son in2009

Epiphany • I lost a son in 2009 been trying again ever since
I was six months pregnant in 09 and after being in pain for a few hours I went to the hospital and later was forced to give birth to Xavier. Late I was told that I have a week cervix due to my premature birth when I was born and needed surgery if I was pregnant again. Been trying for three years loosing hope I pray. I just want my family I've longed for help please