Those who have had miscarriages...

Brittany
At what point are baby blessings easy to sit through without crying? 😢
I had mine in February and the next day there was a blessing so it's fair to say that it was hard. 
Then about a month later there were two in one day and I told myself I can get through it but right before the first one started I knew I had to leave and did. 
Then this last Sunday there was one and I was able to stay in the chapel during it but holding it back was hard and it started to build up so I left so I could just get it out. I was able to compose myself soon after but still...
And it's not that I'm jealous or unhappy for these families, I am super happy for them but I just miss mine. 😕
Also, experiencing a miscarriage really has me appreciating when pregnancies do occur. They're truly a miracle! 
We've only been trying since November and going into it we weren't in a rush and thought it would be at least 6 months but when we got pregnant in January we were shocked and so happy. I was so OK with waiting before but now it's just sad. 
Things have been MUCH better the past month or so. My patience is coming back. But it's such a bummer to wait.