Okay I’m a first time mom. And I’m a week after labor and my son tore me wit labor , okay cool. They stitched me up wit dissolvable stitches. For one how long is this gone take to heal? For two... I finally got the courage to FEEL my privates in the shower and OMG IT DOES NOT FEEL LIKE MY PRIVATES it’s like I’m stitched closes if the stitches are gonna dissolve is my girl gone look different now ?! Maybe I’m tripping maybe it’s still swollen and that’s why it felt so ... different. It didn’t even feel like my girl anymore like the top and clit part yeah normal but by my hole OH NO. somebody fill me in and then this sucks I can’t even wipe or nothing. This is crazy. I’m scared to take a mirror and look at what it looks like down there smh