TIRED OF TRYING

Any body else feel like just frowing it all away ? like just grabbing that pregna care, ovulation stick pre seed every thing. I can't be the only one that just thinks f**k it this ain't working and it's causing more and more stress than its worth. we've been trying for two years and my periods havnt even regulated properly I can never tell if I'm ovulating or I have line eyes on the sticks. my husband is crying out for a baby he wants one more than I do and I feel guilty about some thing out of my control and it's not even him that makes me feel guilty he supports me he's always there and understanding and making me feel better when I come on. But now I just feel like I should give up and just let it happen when it happens maybe that's where I'm going wrong. does any one else feel like this because it sucks 😭😭😭