Now, I know that it's unconventional but I don't care. I want a c-section. I never wanted to be pregnant, nor have a child, so now that I am, I want a c-section. After four months, and as many docs/midwives, I finally got one today that actually listened to me and asked the right questions for me to express why I want one and understand that, in not keeping this one, and am not planning to be a mother in the future. She was so amazingly understanding and was concerned all at the same time. She said that she didn't understand why this wasn't addressed earlier but very much understood why I want one. I, literally, cried, no bawled, in the room, from happiness. Now that I have an appointment with a surgeon, it's like a universe has been lifted off of my chest. I have been adamant about this since I found out I was pregnant and couldn't get the big "A". I'm so irritated that it's taken this long for someone to actually listen but, I am beyond elated that it's finally happened.