6 days late for my period, took test today, BFN. 😭 Took years to conceive for my first. Haven't had an irregular period in years, so I was bouncing around with a preggo attitude. Now not only am I not, but with irregular cycle have no fucking idea when I'm ovulating. Getting older, don't have time for this shit! Have rheumatoid arthritis, want to finish my family so I can get proper treatment. I feel so hopeless, living with chronic pain, trying to conceive while struggling physically to take care of the one I have, feeling like I'm running out of time. 😭😭😭 In the depths of despair at the moment!