PCOS/help

Idk where to post this honestly and idk if I’m venting or being too much of a whiner idk.

But I am genuinely upset. I don’t know who to talk to but I figure this app probably has a lot of women going through what I am going through to just guide me or send me an eHug or something.

I’m just. Idk. I have pcos(polycystic ovary syndrome) it hasn’t gotten better. There are still cyst. I still have pain And emotionally. Well that’s why I’m here because I don’t get what’s going on with my body. I don’t understand my moods. When I used to have consistent periods I was never this moody. I’m crying as I write this because I feel like a monster for how angry and upset I get sometimes. I do not hurt people but I can say mean things or I can get offended over silly silly things and I just I’m starting to hate who I am. I’m starting to hate all this pcos thing because I do not understand it. I just want to know if some of you know what I’m talking about if there’s anyone that feels this way too I just want to know for sure and not hearing a statistic that many women have it I just want to know that there are people who get through this I posted this in love and sex because mostly love because I feel like it affects the people I love in my life, including my family and my partner