When we first met on that random day in May last year I thought that I had finally met perfection. You made me feel things that I didn't even know I was capable of feeling. And you made the wait for it all seem worth it.

I want to thank you for allowing me to see that I can open up to someone. And thank you for teaching me to not hide my feelings and to just be upfront because sometimes something good actually comes out of it.

For the first time in my life I was able to share things I thought I wouldn't share with anyone. So thank you.

But also here's a major fuck you for actually lying to me for a good few months. You revealed that you never actually had feelings for me and that you were just using me. You were my first option every moment of everyday meanwhile I'm your absolute last resort. Second best to anyone that you decide is worth more than me.

So fuck you.

Fuck you Matt.