Confession...😭😒

I️m not sure what got into me today. I have struggled with cutting before. I️m 24 weeks pregnant and I couldn’t help it. I was crying hard I couldn’t stop it. No matter what i did. I guess I just reacted badly and I cut on my leg. Nothing more than a paper cut. I know you are going to say I️m a bad mom. I just could t stop crying I couldn’t calm down I was all alone I️ asked Someone to come over but they were to bussie. I haven’t cut my self over a year. What do I do now. I would promise I would never do it again but I never thought I would let alone pregnant. Pls send prayers I need them today