Gutted

I woke up at 3.20am with cramps, then at 4am a lot of liquid with a pink tinge came out. Waited it out then called the delivery suite. They said come in and we'll check if your waters have broke. Apparently it's negative 😣 I'm 41 weeks pregnant now, this is baby #1 and the back pain I am experiencing is horrendous. How the hell do I cope now until baby comes. I wanna cry.