I’m beyond nervous for my doctors app in two weeks this is my second pregnancy my first ending in a m/c stopping growing after 7 weeks which hurt me so deeply especially after hearing the heart beat oh that beautiful heart beat beating at 145 😭💔 it was the first time in my life where something made me feel unbearable joy I cried and was smiling and laughing but ... I’ve never been so scared to feel that joy again because what if I got to this appointment and it happens. to have happiness ripped right from underneath you ... but positive vibes right ? I gotta be strong this could be my rainbow baby which I’d be so thankful and grateful I pray everyday on here for other women to have successful pregnancies , I’d never want anyone to experience the pain of a loss and I also pray to god I won’t either