Stress!!!!!!

Lana • 32 wife and soon to be mom of my little boy.

So my husband and I have been ttc for 11 years and last year we finally had the money to try <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. It failed 😭. About 3 months ago we let his nephew (17) gf (17) and baby (4 months) move in. They were in a hard spot. Well everything was going fun. I got them jobs at subway on different shifts so one was always home with their baby. We have been trying to teach them how to be adults. Well on March 8th (3 days before my hubby’s b-day) I takes test and it’s positive!!!!!!! I’m in shock!!!!!!

Well everything starts going to crap and fast!!! The nephew is now 18 his gf will be 18 in a month. They argue ALL the time and try to bring us into it, (well the gf does). It’s stressing me out and stress is bad during the beginning of a pregnancy, so we told them they needed to move. They waited till the last 4 days to call people to figure out where to go. Today I’m checking the mail and noticed the trash can lid is open, so I go to close it and see the bag from their diaper genie ripped open at the bottom of the can. Just last week we told the nephew not to throw it in so hard if it explodes. So I’m pregnant and I got heated, I saw red!!!! I speed back to the house told him to get a Walmart bag and get in my car. I told him to put all the diapers into the bag and close it nicely. I was still seeing red and couldn’t go back inside for a few minutes.

It’s like talking to two brick walls with these two. Am I wrong for yelling at him for the diapers? Am I wrong for saying they need to move out? Is it wrong for me to want a happy healthy baby? Is it wrong of me to want to enjoy my pregnancy? I feel like I’m not or I can’t enjoy my pregnancy cause of their bs!!!!