I need some tips and ways to help deal with this emotionally. This will be my last baby. I love this baby so much it hurts. But I found out today it's a boy. BOY number 5... I'm so..... idk.... sad. I love my baby, everything is perfect, normal and beautiful. I guess it just hurts because I always wanted a girl. I tried 5 times. FIVE. I always seen my little girl, being my best friend and needing her momma for girl things and advice. Doing hair, nails, makeup.. and it'll never happen. I've cried all day.. cried holding my belly and telling my baby boy how much I love him. This is so confusing, how can I be so in love and excited, yet so let down at the same time?! Any advice is appreciated.