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I’ve always struggled with a want for sex ,ever since I was 12 .Ive recently started pillow humping and it feels so good.I try to convince myself that because I’m doing it by myself not with anyone else that it’s fine even tho ik it’s not .I don’t watch porn and I haven’t had sex . But I’ve master bated .someone please just talk to me and give me some encouragement and tips on how to strengthen my self control .