We fight and fight and fight some more

It seems like almost everyday we fight about some stupid thing after another. I can't take it anymore. I am a complete bitch to him...honestly I never used to be like this. I asked a couple ex bf and my family if I was always bitchy and argumentative all the time. They said no. My sister seems to think its my environment.

My husband in my opinion whines about every little thing. For instance the other night he wantex to walk from the mall all the way back to our house, thats a few hours by foot...all the way on the other side of the city. I said no he started bitching that I dont wanna walk anymore. I said im not 20 anymore...long walks kill me. He started whining and whining. He blames me for evrything it seems. I just can't take it. We aren't talking right now becuase i said he wakes up everyday grumpy as all hell and starts bitching at me. He didnt like that and then started making fun of me.

In a heat of the moment i finally said that I hate him and want a divorce...he says its just a passing phase by tonight you'll be begging for me.

I dont know what anymore...im sad, depressed, miserable i dont feel good. The only problem is we started ttc and now if I am...anyway rant and vent over.