So depressing :(

I'm sorry to be Debbie downer here but I am so discouraged. We have been trying since October and still no BFP. We have gone through testing and everything seems to be ok on my end but DH has a low morphology score. We go next Friday for what our next steps will be so we are anxiously waiting. I'm happy for my friends that are having babies and getting pregnant, but I'm also sad bc I would love to experience what they are going through. It's especially hard bc we have not told anyone that we are trying bc we don't want to get inundated with the questions of how everything is going. Also, it makes it really hard that our family and friends are starting to ask when we are going to have kids.  I can't even talk to anyone and vent about how hopeless we feel. I hope we get the answers we need next week. Anyone else going through this?