10 years ago I was raped by my boyfriend at that time and sometimes I just become anti social and dont want anything to do with anyone including my husband. I wish it didnt happen but i think sometimes that I brought this onto myself 10 yrs ago. we were hanging out at his house and making out in his car and he asked "do you want to have sex?" i kinda giggled and said yes then we walked a few houses down to an abandoned house and his brother was with us so I didnt think much of it. we walked inside and he laid me on the floor while his brother was outside standing watch. we started kissing and he started striping his clothes off and then mine till we were in nothing but our underwear and I said "no i dont want this here lets go back' but he put his sock in my mouth and took my bra and panties off and put a condom on and i started crying so he put his hand over my mouth and put it inside and maybe 10 minutes later (seemed like forever) it was done i got dressed and we went back home. called my mom and it took me 3 weeks before anyone found out cuz I almost got pregnant cuz the condom broke.