I wanna give up so bad !! Herpes Infection

I think i contracted Genital herpes ! The pain is awful i was sleeping with this guy unprotected! Smh ! I just dieeeeee already i just give upppp smh i can’t do this anymore 🤯❗️❗️❗️ No matter how i balance my life i will always have a negative side with my health!!! I pray and ask for forgiveness i was diagnosed with Hpv at 13 , 18 my ex gave me chlyamida , i have flibords irregularl periods.....now 19 i might have HERPES !!! I’m just over ittttttt 😢😢😢😢😢 I’m just crying a river right now !!