Not sure what to do or how to feel. Had a difficult, painful pregnancy. On bed rest and unable to prepare for the baby. I’ve been depending on my husband to go shopping and do the laundry... just because I’m in so much physical pain. I have spd and I had a problem with my placenta since 17 weeks. The doc gave me oxycodone but I try to not take it so I’m pretty much in pain/tears all day. Then my dog got really sick and my husband had to take care of him, too. My husband is really busy at work but my hospital bag is not packed. I’ve been waiting for him to do laundry for it... I tried to do it but I physically can’t. It took all my energy to collect it and I can’t even pick it up. I can’t pick up a gallon of orange juice! Anyway I think I broke my husband. I asked him for too much or something and he’s overwhelmed. I’m 1 cm dilated and having contractions. The hospital bag is not packed. When I told him I think we might go to the hospital today he said I could do the laundry and to take oxycodone for the pain. I told him you don’t take oxy for contractions and he got mad at me. He’s planning on going to work this morning. I’m hurt and blaming myself...if I hadn’t taxed him for all these months maybe things would be okay today. But I’m tired and in pain and so I don’t know am I overreacting? Is this my fault? What do I do? Thanks.