Y am I difficult

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my last cycle was Feb 23rd.. today is day 43... my cycles are usually long to begin with.... had a uti this week so I went to the dr to get meds and had them take a preg test just to make sure it was still negative from when I took on Sunday which it was..I'm about to check myself into a mental hospital so I dont go crazy... lol just kidding.... idk what to do anymore... I am going bonkers.. last time this happened I was 54 days late and 2 months later I was pregnant but had a miscarriage... I even bought ovulation strips to use and I cant use them until after this cycle end da If it ever starts...