Feeling all over the place today. I was 11DPO and was feeling great and planned to test in the morning. AF showed up while at work.

Came home and wanted to just sleep. Went to the guest room that I have KLove playing and slept for a bit. I’m so sad about this. I’m 38 and I’m trying after 9 years of treatment off and on then 2 MCs.

Have Hope, they say. Some days are better. I know God’s plan for me is better than what I could imagine. Just so hard hoping each month and doing the right things then nothing.

“Trusting the process”

Thanks for listening to me.