I love him

Saylem

So a little while ago I shared with people on <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> that I had been seeing this guy for a year and I've never felt more in love but it has come to a end because he cheated with a hooker might I add and I'm mad,believe me I'm heart broken by it and I'm a person who has zero tolerance for cheating so I left and I chose to not look back. but there's more to the story then I thought I knew he was with his so called friends and the only reason he was still friends with those people was because he went to highschool with them and they were fun in highschool and now we're a little messed up he didn't want to ruin their friendship because of all the shared memory's but that's why he was friends with them so back to the story I knew he was with his friends who we both agreed were kinda shitty people before the incident and that he's plan was just to go hang out with Them they had drinks and they got drunk stupidly the rest of them decided to go to a strip club so my guy is drunk and at a strip club and one of his friends payed for a hooker to have sex with him from my understanding he was so drunk he was already passed out or on the bridge of passing and this lady was being payed to have sex with him while he was to intoxicated to move when he realized what his friends were doing after he began to cry and he and a friend helped him leave with as much will power as he could and then went home woke up at home and not remembering anything and didn't actually find out himself until they showed him the videos and pictures of what happened now that's where I'm lost on wether or not I should take him back because yes he still cheated but I don't think he cheated because he was unhappy I don't think he would've even been at a strip club if it wasn't for his so called friends that he is claiming he has dropped and will never to agian he went to he Doctor recently to get checked for std and he has none and they found in his blood a drug substance that is found in roofies so there's a good chance he could've been drugged he told me he'd change he'd get his life together he would do anything in his possible life to gain back my trusting I could just see that he never wanted to cheat in the first place so I guess I want to hear what people have to say about it because I feel lost and I have told myself I will talk time to decide to forgive and find myself agian before anything happens but in the end it will come to a decision of wether or not I should go back to him or move on