I hate my body & I feel so guilty about itπŸ˜­πŸ˜”

I'm 34 weeks pregnant & I am just so done with this pregnancy. I'm not even that big (127ibs) yet I don't want him in me or even around me for that matter. I feel like this baby has ruined my life, yet I feel the need to nourish him to my fullest capability.Β 
I feel so guilty for even thinking that way about my unborn son πŸ˜”πŸ˜”