marriage prayer/marriage advice
If anyone wants to pray for my marriage I would appreciate it. I'm so broken and don't know what to do.
My husband struggled with porn since before we were married. I thought it would get better when we got married, because he didn't have a way to release sexual tension. But sadly, the porn continued after we got married and started having sex. Its been almost 2 years of marriage and I feel so distant from him. Yesterday he admitted to me that lately he as seen me as "something in the way of him getting what he wants". He says that he doesn't feel satisfied with me, and struggles with temptation to go elsewhere.
I offer to have sex with him everyday, and he is the one that turns me down. I've compromised my standards for sex (anal sex). Yet, it still doesn't seem to help. I'm 5"5 and 120lbs, so it's not like I've let myself go.
How am I supposed to handle this? What am I supposed to do? I feel so broken.
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.