Today has been a roller coaster of a day. I had been experiencing pregnancy symptoms over the last few weeks, but didn’t want to get my hopes up, but started throwing up last night and continued into today so I thought maybe so I took some tests.

I was absolutely elated, but with my history of miscarriages and struggling for five years to carry a pregnancy to term before I had my daughter, I thought better safe than sorry and went to the hospital. After a few tests and hours of waiting, found out it was a missed miscarriage and it hurts like all my other loses. I almost feel ridiculous because there was nothing to be excited for but I fell in love the second that test came out positive. Please God don’t let it be another 5 years to get another baby, just give me a sticky bean again 🙏